A Penguin's Diary

Posted: Tue May 15, 2007 2:51 pm Post subject:

well....................................... nice!

I like the hobbes expression!!!

Posted: Tue May 15, 2007 6:44 pm Post subject:

@Outrage: Yep! they never stop amusing me.....Calvin and Hobbes is my favourite...was having a writer's block in the morn, but i have something now.....

--- HAVE YOU HEALED DEAR? ---

In love and heartbroken already? Trying hard to forget everything? Think you've healed but the memories come back time and again..and torment you to death?....Well, I'm not going to tell you how to forget..time is all powerful, will take care of your pains (there are some techniques though)....what i'm going to do here is tell you a test to know if you've healed..and i mean really healed...

Actually, there are many ways to find out (you will find them out yourself once you reach the milestone)...Ok, the method i'm referring to i call songs (lol?)

When all those heartbreaking songs cease to hurt and torment you...when, though they still sound beautiful, no longer cuts your heart, know that you've healed...congratulations!
...but if it still hurts, well, wait..some heal in a day, some might even take years..try and enjoy the ride......but if you're one of those who needs a lifetime, you have my sympathy!

//phyzics
hanging on to Choking on the Truth Bif Naked (Personal Note: Thank you)
a piece of heaven dandelion

Posted: Tue May 15, 2007 6:50 pm Post subject:

don't know what to say u keep surprising with your points!!!!!!!

Posted: Wed May 16, 2007 11:17 pm Post subject:

@Outrage: Don't say anything Smile

.....well, everything has a story waiting to be told....

...This was written many days ago, but i didn't post it..didn't feel like posting it.....but i looked at it today and thought 'what the hell'..so here it is...

--- NEVER LOSE SELF-RESPECT ---

I tried too hard...kept hoping when there was no hope...just couldn't face reality...falsely believed that i had healed, had become tough...But the truth was, i couldn't forget, hope never left..."is there still a chance?"..."maybe she has a little bit of feelings for me?.....somewhere?"

...and now many weeks later, i'm beginning to lose my self-respect...starting to feel pathetic about the way i live...with each passing day i realise that i am only dreaming..dreaming a pathetic dream that i desperately wanted to come true...suddenly i ask myself 'why'...why am i still sulking?..for whom? for what?..for something that was never there!....."protect your self-respect", a voice inside me thunders, "you used to be lively, so full of energy...what has become of your dreams?..remember your ambitions"......the fear of losing my self-respect and my newfound realization suddenly transforms me like never before..."What am i doing!...NO!! i cannot lose myself....I CANNOT!"...the feeling is powerful.

//phyzics

Posted: Thu May 17, 2007 11:06 am Post subject:

yo phyzics!!! what's with this preaching .. seriously what's gotten into u lately !!??? know what.. i've been missin ur buddies a lot ...

we want aros !!
we want aros !!

we want kitty
we want kitty

haha... Laughing

Posted: Thu May 17, 2007 9:04 pm Post subject:

@Darklord: drawing and coloring consumes too much of my time...aros and friends will return after exams.......but i think the most important reason why aros isn't here is because i have healed, i feel free now (do you understand what i'm saying? Very Happy

)

And I wasn't preaching...Anyways, here's something different.....

--- THE MICROBUS RIDE (part I: preoccupied) ---

A beautiful young lady hops into the microbus and sits besides me.

"Excuse me miss, could you board this microbus at the exact same time tomorrow evening?," I ask her.

The lady is confused.

"Could you?"

"sorry.....i do not understand....."

"I am a little preoccupied today..so your womanly charms won't be able to get any of my attention...how about we try again tomorrow?"

//phyzics
P.S. tune in tomorrow for part 2
P.P.S. The environment is a little surreal...the author doesn't interact like this in real life...but it's art.. the surreality helps the author to express his feelings without worring about the unreal flow of dialogues and the way he meets and interacts in real life...the author just wants to amplify feelings.

Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 7:51 am Post subject:

--- THE MICROBUS RIDE (part II: i meet her again)---

"Hi". I heard a familiar voice in the microbus coming from the door. I turned. The same girl from yesterday.

"So you came...". I was surprised. "Uncle could you please sit in the seat behind this one...We want to sit together," I asked an elderly man sitting by my side.

"NO," the man replied eyeing me and then the girl.

So she hopped in and sat in the seat behind me.

"Yeah!....you said you were preoccupied yesterday. I hope I can charm you with my womanly charms today," she giggled, "You're not preoccupied today, are you?"

"No....not at all...Hi! i'm BJ," I extended my hand.

"I'm Sapna". We shook hands. hmmmm..Soft and tender hands....

"I was taken by surprise yesterday. I thought you were mad or something...but later I realised, everybody's mad," she giggled her sweet giggle again. I noticed a faint dimple on her cheek.

By now I had turned my whole body in the seat to talk to her. "I don't usually talk like i did yesterday. But I've gone mad lately," I told her the truth.

"Tell me. I'm all ears"

"Are you sure we have time for this?," I asked, "where are you getting off."

"Last stop"

"Me too..half an hour...plenty of time," I said looking at my watch.

"I'm going to tell my story to this girl. But i'll keep it vague," I thought.

//phyzics
P.S. tune in tomorrow for part 3

Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 10:01 pm Post subject:

can't believe but in microbus!!!!!

Posted: Sat May 19, 2007 7:33 am Post subject:

The love story was awesome. The others, still don't surprise me. You are indeed a very good writer. And the microbus part, maybe that is Budding Love...
and about the "how to know if you're healed or not.."... one can never stop loving or caring... one can only try to move on...
"what do i know, right?"... heheh... oh ya, what do i know? *smiles*

hugs.

Posted: Sat May 19, 2007 8:30 am Post subject:

--- THE MICROBUS RIDE (part III: i tell my story)---

She relaxed in her seat..she was ready for my story.

"Love..", I began.

"I knew it!!," she shouted. I could see that the passengers around us were starting to feel very uncomfortable....

"Love...that beautiful wretched thing changed me.......Why are girls so charming?"

"It's natural," she smiled.

"But this is not fair..."

"Are you going to tell me your story or what," she smiled brightly, her dimple clearly evident this time.

"cute dimple," i said.

"Thank you...your story please," she sounded flattered. (Good..Good..Very Good)

"You're very frank, you know that?....and that's very charming.....," I added.

"Ya ya"

"No seriously"

"Will you start your story now?", she giggled again. I swear I saw a spark in those eyes.

"Ok"

So, I told her my story...told her everything...i wanted to keep it vague but everything slipped out....

(Author says: You all waiting to hear my story too?..lol...well, i had it written down and ready, but in the last minute i thought i needed some privacy..so i took that part out.....So, I'm not going to tell you my story, you dumbos....hahahahahah....)

About half an hour later we were at the bus stop.

"I'll pay. Do you have an id card?," I asked her as I took out the money from my jeans pocket.

"No, i'm no longer a student.....and thank you."

"HellO Dai!...Fare for two. One's got card."

"Card Please"

"I think I forgot my card at home!," I grinned at her.

//phyzics
P.S. part 4 tomorrow, the last part of the series.

Posted: Sat May 19, 2007 7:17 pm Post subject:

Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 1:15 am Post subject:

Don't know why but u reminded me of someone today! may be the fact that u changed cause of someone!!! especailly cause of girl....

Girls are powerful!! hehe

Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 2:24 am Post subject:

@Outrage: YEPP! very very powerful....i'm now afraid of charming girls! Very Happy

Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 10:25 am Post subject:

she taught you to swear? well, it was about time anyways.. you're just too good to be true sometimes. and yeah, i can read minds.. so beware! i might just read and understand too much than you'd want me to.. haha

and ummm... the microbus story is very interesting. maybe you'd wanna exaggerate more... and if that's not budding love, what is?! i wonder..
and i'm happy that you're happy..

cheerios,
beck.

Posted: Sun May 20, 2007 11:26 am Post subject:

--- THE MICROBUS RIDE (part IV: sh**)---

We got off from the microbus. We looked at each other.

"You want to go out for dinner sometimes?," I asked boldly. I wasn't afraid. Nobody was going to kill me.

"No"

*long silence*

"You wanna be friends?," she asked suddenly, innocently.

"SURE!!!...why not!...count me in!!...where do i sign!!!..."

She giggled. She looked cute with her dimple.

//THE END.....SH**!!!

//phyzics