A Penguin's Diary

Posted: Tue May 01, 2007 10:16 pm Post subject:

hmmmm! anywayz i thought you were going to take a break but.....
Ha ha ha couldn't stay away huh?

Posted: Wed May 02, 2007 2:25 pm Post subject:

She's just a friend. He's just a friend. IT all sounds so queer now.

Posted: Wed May 02, 2007 8:02 pm Post subject:

@Becky: not to me..coz that's what they are.......so why does it sound queer to YOU?..i don't understand..and i don't care...i've stopped thinking (at least i try), makes life more miserable.....but even if i don't care and have stuffed my ears full with cottons, it would be nice if you'd care to explain Razz

....BUT, the most important thing to remember here is, everything's just a story, fiction, imagination... *turns thesaurus* ...dream, fantasy, fable, fairy tale, illusion, invention, reverie.... still sounds queer? maybe it's because you read the title too many times..lol..... like i said earlier, i'm so unpredictable thesedays..maybe i'll change the title to "Chicken Tandoori" soon...

i'm happy...don't you get angry now!!!

Posted: Wed May 02, 2007 11:07 pm Post subject:

Posted: Wed May 02, 2007 11:30 pm Post subject:

nice poster! i hope people get it too.

Posted: Wed May 02, 2007 11:55 pm Post subject:

so that's wat u've been up to... makin posters !! nice one anyway !!is that the chicken that crossed my road ??? Razz

Posted: Thu May 03, 2007 12:18 am Post subject:

now i get it!
That's the ant sorry Aros and beside is you looking at a girl far away. Oh now i get it all your imagination turning into your own life don't ya think? Hmmm! nice character there (the one who is interested in aros)

Posted: Thu May 03, 2007 6:14 am Post subject:

Dear biggu,
all I can do is smile. I really can't think of anything to say. Very Happy

and btw, she does look charming... heheh!

Posted: Thu May 03, 2007 11:55 pm Post subject:

http://i176.photobucket.com/albums/w184/b_phyzics/phyzics-anewbeginning.jpg

NOTE TO EVERYBODY: "If we don't know what we want, we probably won't get it"

Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 7:27 am Post subject:

but the sad part is, nobody really knows. Do you?..
and love does seem like an illusion... but when it happens, don't let it go.
Stick! stick! stick to your love!

Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 12:01 pm Post subject:

Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 2:27 pm Post subject:

you're right, when the love's not mutual, it is best to let go. but the thing is, when you love someone, you will feel the same way about that person for a long long time, or maybe all your life. Atleast that's how it is with me. You're not a fool, and I don't wanna be called a fool either.
the point is, life's a risk... and you really don't know how things are gonna turn out, things rarely turn out the way you want them to... you can't compare anything.. every relationship is different, every situation is different... somethings can never be learned no matter how hard you try..
.. but we should be happy for all the good times we shared, not the bad times... and be proud of each other...
hard, it is very.. but that's the only way to go, i guess.
Sorry. (but then again, stick to your love, stick stick stick! Cool

)

Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 8:30 pm Post subject:

@Becky: ...i understand completely....it wouldn't have worked anyway Razz

...too good to be true Razz

......

..and i shall forever cherish the good times...forever....
..but i still think it is better to let go of the memories (for now) if it hurts...you can always turn your diary and refresh those memories once you heal....

gotta go hunt some chickens now...take care Becky

Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 11:25 pm Post subject:

--- RADiATiON ALERT >> NEGATIVE ENERGY ---

For quite sometime now, i've been radiating this huge amount of negative energy all around this forum...you know, negative energy...the potential well in physics...once you get in, you gotta work really hard to get out... *BOORINGG BOOO....BOOOO* ..ok enough physics lesson for now...

Got to get rid of the negative energy once and for all.....negative energy...but why am i radiating neg energy...why ME? what is the source?...hmm...maybe it's because i haven't taken a bath for 5 months! *girls start running away..buhahahahaha*..ya! that must be it.... i'll be back in a while... *returns after an hour*..whoa! that was one long long shower there...i feel GREAT!...*feels positive energy pouring in* AH!..SWEEETTT!....now what?..mom said it's mango season again...gotta consume mangoes first thing in the morning...mango..AH!..SWEETTTT! *more positive energy*.....and then? ..Spiderman 3's out..gotta go see mary jane!..... *more positive energy pours in* *phyzics is almost full now* ....gotta fill it to the brim...wittle mewing kittens you say?..kittys are strictly a no no...won't let me concentrate on my exams..and my social life will be ruined..cannot carry that kitten throughout the city, nor can i leave the fluffy mewing wittle rolly-polly...*pause*...whatever!...*pause*....ball of infinite charm all alone at home....
...so now what? i know i know...i gotta brush my teeth now..it's been almost more than.... *everyone runs away*..*phyzics is confused and scratches head* ...more than an hour.....*a hell lotta positive energy pours in*...AHHHH! SWEEEEEETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!! *feels clean, refreshed and alive*

P.S. i had this weird dream today...in the dream i log into my mYktm account and check this post of mine for reader's comments...what do i see? there's this newly registered myktm member who has posted around a dozen comments..ya a dozen separate comments...not comments exactly, nowhere near...2 poems that are completely irrelevant..the rest are advertisements and craps..and i'm really angry

P.P.S. i'm just trying to be spontaneous...and not hold anything back... write everything that pops up in my mind, let my mind go wherever it wants to go...flow...too tired to think of something concrete to write right now.......i'm on a boat with no oars on a rapidly flowing river..i am hoping there are no waterfalls on the way...

--- ON A BOAT WITH NO OARS ---

i'm on a boat
on a rapidly flowing river, oh yeah!
i got no oars, oh yeah!
just going with the flow, oh yeah!

is that waterfall i hear ahead?, oh no!
should i jump? but maybe there are piranhas, oh on!
oh how they go chomp chomp on the flesh
and i cannot swim, oh on!

i haven't lived my life, oh sh**!
there are so many thing i gotta learn, oh sh**!
oh sh**!
i want to go on a world tour,
meet the love of my life....

but on a boat with no oars i am sitting,
on a rapidly flowing river.
i got no oars to steer...

and THAT, my friend, is definitely the sound of a waterfall ahead,
i can even see the piranhas,
and i cannot swim.
but i gatta choose one...fast
but i don't wanna go, (yeah, i mean 'die')
hey! you know what? i think i'll fly,
*rips his shirt apart..out comes superman...flies away happily*
Nice poem eh? buhahahahahaha
[audience go: OMG! OMG!
phyzics go: thank you thank you]

I promise i'll be sane soon...soon....i'm just trying to heal..whatever helps, i do....spontaneous is what i am right now.....adiosa... (i'm getting tempted to go on another trip again...but i think i'll sleep now)

Posted: Sat May 05, 2007 2:25 pm Post subject:

you know what? your insanity sure helps me. Very Happy

you want positive vibes?.. reading your thoughts? i'm all positively charged!, and that was a brilliant poem.. Wink

... you're a big big boy.. in a big big world, it's not a big big thing if this whole world gangs up on you.. just do your thing thing thing.. and stay happy happy happy.. for that's how it should be... that's how.. it should be... la la la ....

hugs,
Becky, the supergoddess.